Tuesday, November 5, 2013

it's been awhile. now it's AORC.

hello, hi u ols.
aha, it's been awhile since i last did my post here,

weeewwww. well, im back now. i actually just moved into a new department, Allianze Outoor Recreation Centre or simply addressed as AORC. it's one of our university's centre of excellence. it's a centre where we provide and manage camps, or any outdoor or recreations activities under our university's name. u name it, kayaking, paintball, jungle trekking, abseilling, bla bla bla bla. 

well, i was too busy with camps for the last 2-3 months, training those doctor's to be. worry not me friends. for i shall show u some of the pictures to make it clearer. haha.. 

it's me doing waterfall abseilling. weeew. i tell u, it's tiring.

that red shirt girl is my colleague. nmpk je kecik nyah. lgi lasak dri aku. haha 
the latest camp was 2 weeks ago. in BTN Ulu Kenas. i'll just show one picture, xD gmbaq hat mcm stail sikit.

me in the middle.
mcm tgh marah org kan. stai dak stai dak? haha. boss aku tgh usha panas je tu.
hakuna matata my friends, hakuna matata. i'm sure gonna post more about my centre, and lotsa, lotsa pictures later on my next coming posts. byk lagi tk upload ni. gmbaq paintball, n etc etc. :)

For the those who never went to any camps or activities regarding outdoor an recreational activities, don't state 'NO, I hate camps and the activities' or ask ' What's the significant of doing this and that activities?' just yet. Because before u do any of them, we already did, n we r the first experiments and the test subjects before we let u guys do. :) there is reason for everything. it's how u apply them that determine the values n knowledge that u learn from the activities.

and before i end my speech. what ever u do, u do it in the name of God The Almighty, and SAFETY FIRST. ;D till next time. 

Friday, July 26, 2013

It's a guy thing.. N it's a stuff a girl should noe about us.. Read IT..

All About Guys !!!

Hi u olsss.. xD. i went thru my old fesbuk, then i found this, so i did lil editing and posted here.

Don't judge a book by its COVER.. read this and u will understand more.. these are the 21 facts i read about guys.. and i write this.. not only for guys.. but for girls too.. so u can understad us more.. keep reading.. and commentt ur opinion here..

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....(not all of us okayyyy.. ) :P

2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile (:

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.(this 1 is important..)

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM !!!(i myself approved this!)

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.(but dont use this oftenly.. )

10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.(and he will do the same thing again with different 'theme')

11) If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something(when girls noticed this.. make sure u ask, guys will most probably tell them, specially when she's the one he loved)

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is!
Guys rarely say that..RARELY!!

13) When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me".(we're just acting cool" :P

14) If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.(girls, just act like noting happened,, and let him watch u more.. ^_^)

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them. (girls are like pandora box,, so misterious... so so so misterious n unpredictable)

17) A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.(i like this!)

18) No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.( girls, help us to walk on these problems)

Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them. And when he's rude.. THINK before u simply made a conclusion that most probably make things worse.. (pokok tkkn bergoyang kalau tk di tiup angin.. ,, i myself have been through this,, a lot)

20) When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to talk to you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible !!


These are the facts that a girl should noe about us, boys.. 
Learn this and most probably ur relationship wont end up halfway..

And to that ONE i loved.. 
if ur reading these,, 
most probably u will understand a lot more than anyone else.. we've been through all  of these.. TOGETHER.. and trust me.. there is not a single day that my love grew old of you.. it just keep growing n growing more n more.. 

p/: and that number 21 is my ALL TIME FEVERET. xD

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

SHE, the one that i will love.

Ssup! :) here is a bit sharing about someone i really like and i hope that someday she'll notice me. :) While reading this post, please do listen to your most faveret slow song if u wanna get the best feeling of this post as i did while typing this. Well, i listened to Adele's Make You Feel My Love. ;D

But first of all, let me explain what is love in my own belief n opinion. Love? What is love?

Love is a pure feeling towards someone of ur diff gender. A feeling that makes u runs on adrenaline so much that u dont feel tired looking at her/him even for years. A feeling that combines all the other emotional feelings together.

Ever heard of i love u but i hate u? Or, love is painful but yet beautiful? Or, u can kill me a thousand times, but ill still keep loving you? Or the infamous of it all, u jump i jump. ;D

Okeh. LOVE! Wew. I got thrilled typing that word even, u see, i had a girl before, da one who i'd say, KILL me with ur own hand and i'd die smiling at u just because I FRICKING LOVE YOU :') but i did so many wrong doings. And God decide to pull her away. Maybe forever, maybe for a while, who knows?  He decides everything. We follows and believes. Thats our duty as His servant. :D

Well, i'll do a post for her later on. Now im talking about someone i like and might potentially be da one i will LOVE. :D i have dat zing a zing feeling towards her. Haha. Okay then.

Love doesnt require money in the list of must have to love someone, because with love, eventually everything will come to u with efforts. ;D

And love is the catalyst for all of that. :3

Dear someone,
Honey, look, we haven't meet, we haven't talk we haven't have dinner together, but wanna tell u something about me. U see, a man like me have noting to offer, I am not good, i do a lot of mistakes. I hurt people's feelings. I did a lot of sins.
But noe this. I may not have much to offer, i don't have money, i dont have treasures in my house, u can peek inside my bank accounts even, there's noting inside. But for you. Ill try my hard n best, just so i can make u smile. Just so i can make u happy, i may not be ur princes of charming that u were waiting for but if u give me the chance to prove myself. I'll go out blood and sweats. Just for a smile from u. :) i am a normal human being, a man trying to stand up back from a broken life for a woman who once i love the most. But i still havent give up on love yet, cuz i trust God want me to give my best to find one, with His blessing. All i want is a woman, who could love me more than my previou girl does. Who will go down n up thru this circling life with me. Thru thick n thin, thru sweats n bloods, thru tears n cries, thru sadness n smiles. Let me be the one who made u happy. Let me be the one who will wipes ur tears when u cries, and let me be the reason of ur smiles and happiness, just, give me the chance and Let me be ur man. Ameen. :) Love rules the rules n regulations of a human being.

Credit to Khaleda Omar's cousin, Hanis. ;D Happy Day.

It's been 283 longest days of my life, and it's keep GOING.

It's been 283 days,

there r 86,400 seconds in a day, 1,440 minutes, 24 hours, so it means

I've lost you for
24,451200 of seconds,
407,520 of minutes,
6,792 of hours.

But none of that can values how hurt i am.
Seeing u go, seeing u leaving me without a word and i couldn't do anything about it at all.
It's been so long. But i cant even stop from thinking of u. My love for u just grew stronger each day.

It's been so long. But i cant even stop from thinking of u. My love for u just grew stronger each day.

It's painful, it's hurting me a lot.
They say move on,
They say forgets u,
They say find another girl, They say God has better plans for me with someone better.

Well, they just didnt get the point, that u were my best girl,
And i dont expect more or less, better or not,
i JUST need YOU and u is enough for me, cuz ur my always perfect one.

It's not that i dont want to accept the fact that ur gone. It's not about that,
Im just accepting the fact that, I CAN'T stop from loving u. I tried hard, i prayed hard.
Some may say God doesnt listen to my prayers, but I say, He has reasons in everything.

I can see that ur having a good life there, I can see those honest smiles with no heart-feelings problem anymore. I guessed, u managed to get the life u wanted most, free from the tense of having me as ur biggest problem, reaching ur biggest dream to have ur degree with ur friends. :D i smiled, cried in the same time cuz i noe, for u to have all that precious life and smiles back, it is best for me not to interfere and knock back and ur door-heart, YEs, it's so painful n hurtful, but if its all a no man like me could do. I'd let it flows away.

I'm just jealous that i couldnt be the one who made u happy now. Now i am the one whos making fake smiles just so people could stop asking what's wrong with me. :') and Yes i lost with ur Mount Everest Ego. xD.

A friend of mine said, I loved too hard that wen I fall, i fall too hard that i broke into pieces that no one can glue me back. Well, she's totally right about that.

These, these things im goin thru now, is the results of me of not appreciating u before. It's like a monkey with a flowers. The flower's so pretty but all the monkey sees is a stuff with no values at all. And YES the monkey, eheem.. me i mean, was wrong. And now he got nothing.

All he have now is a sole PATIENCE, waiting that perhaps, someday in the future, u might realize who i am to u again. I noe, we all noe, the numbers r still going, every seconds, is a pain in the ass for me, but what can i do ? except wait and hopes God hears my prayers, and send u back to me. Im sory i dissapoint u before. Im sorry i was such a jerk, no words could describe how stupid i am,  but this stupid man called me.

LOVES you till the end of you life. :') STILL and always do. They say loving alone seem stupid. IDGAF.

I love you, thats wat matter MOST.

Pilihanraya Umum 13, Ragam Manusia. xD

Dye pakai skirt pendek ke, pakai purdah ke.

Bogel pakai cawat keluar dari hutan lipur mana smata mata nak mengundi.

Biarkan la. itu hak dye.

Ini nak fire tweet bagai

"aku nampak org tu pakai seksi nak pegy mengundi, takde kesedaran sivik langsung"

-_-' twitcon ko elok je pakai g-string? tk ku kesah pun?

Ade jugak tweet mcm ni

"pakai purdah tapi pegang sepanduk parti bla bla bla, pakai dah elok, perangai macam hape je"

dah ko kenapa mampus pegy la dye nak buat ape pun ikut dye la, yang ko trasa prangai dye tah pape kenapa? tkde undang2 kata pmpn or yng berpurdah tkde kebebasan berpolitik. come on man. jangan jadi naif dan bodoh. ;)

Mengundi ke berpolitik itu kebebasan masing-2,

melainkan prkara itu memudaratkan negara atau keselamatan diri dan org awam. :) aku nampak yng twet mende2 mcm ni, kebanyakan kanak2, yng baru tingkatan 2,3 bla bla bla. ramai la jugak org2 dewasa di kalangan siswazah segala.

well, pk cik mak cik pun ade je. haha.

FREE je, syiok, free je syiok pastu nak middle2 finger parti ini parti itu.

SUSU botol ko pun mak bapak bayarkan, spender pun mak pak belikan.

Toksah,nak sembang bagai nak fanatik! xD

Amik tangan, potong middle finger, tauk buang bawah jambatan. PADAN MUKA. xD

Kawan2, adik2 segala, pak cik, mak cik, politik tu harus, tapi sgt la smpai fanatik sgt, jiran sebelah yng berhaluan politik lain dari kita pun kita tnak lawat, JENAZAH tu pak cik. ape lah dapat berdendam pasal politik? ape la dapat kutuk org dapat dosa sbb politik ? ye tak salah berpolitik, tapi, kena berwaspada la dgn perkara yang mungkin terjadi kerana celuparnye mulut seseorang itu ?

Satg tak pasal, "Marabuka" jawapnye=hidup bla bla bla bla. xD.

Ramai sebenarnye, sangat ramai, mereka semua tahu hujung cerita, tktahu pangkal, dan buat sipnosis sendiri.

Yela, Malaysian people kan pandai sangat, smpai semua mende pn tk perlu explaination dahreti dah, tapi bila result tk seperti yng di inginkan, tuding jari sini sana kata. "hang punya pasai la, tk habaq siap2" terasa nak sepak 2 3 kali kan bila jadi gini? haha. abaikan. pandai sangat2 biarkan. xD

Dah, kesimpulannya di sini, POLITIK itu perlu dan mmg tanggungjawap kita,

TAPI, jangan buang moral values, intipati agama dan kemanusiaan semata mata cenderungnya kita terhadap satu2 parti itu. sampai ada yang pecah kepala pasal bendera, ape cer ? tk kiut tu u all.. tk kiut. :)

So, pandai2 la engkorang decide mana satu yng nk di ikut, AKU DAH. KORUNG? xD

Selamat Malam, 5 Mei mengundi, 6 Mei Cuti, xD. btw #BetterNation peaceee!

It's 5 Mei 2013. PRU13.

The life we had now, 

isnt built with just a click of the finger. 
Bloods, sweats, tears and words of the leaders helped us going thru all this, well of coz, with our support and sacrifice too. 

Did u ever wonder? 
Life we had now. If there is a change, would it better?
Or we all will have to start all over again? Zero start? 
Well, u have the power to decide it urself. 

Changes might be good, PERHAPS. But i tell ya, what if it goes the other way?? 

What if something went wrong??

Well, we the citizen will only blame others(leaders) like we always do. 

But we forgot, we made the desicion. ;) 

Choose between drastic changes that is for now, is only manifesto. 
Or choose to believe in them and help Malaysia to be a better nation. ;)

I've done my part today. 

How about you ? 
Dont stay at home staying this and that when ur not contributing for ur country. xD SHALLOM. xD

my EX. her story, and our STORY:')

Here's one story about my EX and my previous relationship.

That none of u gurls or boys know about.

My Ex.

My Ex, Shes the best girl I ever had in my life.

It's a nearly 5 years of relationship.

And she has thought  me a lot. She educates me of life.

I was childish. She was matured. And be both covers up each others back for years.


There r fights, but they say, fights sweeten relationships.

There r fights, and she always back off losing cuz she doesnt wanna hurt me more.

4 years! Its 4 years then there comes the insecurity, I failed.

I fall down hard and failed, perhaps I hurt her feelings too much that, one day. We both, just stopped where she gives up and disappeared.. It was MY FAULT.

They say

sorry doesnt mean anything when ur already at the end of the tunnel.

But all I hope is, for lights to be there at the end of this tunnel.

IM NOT GIVING UP. I dont give up easily. For the sake of by God i truly loves u and will always loves u. I will hold on even if I am alone. And continue waiting. I will always be.

Dear boys out there, when women feels insecurity. Thats where u had to come up with something solid and keep them stay close to you. And dear girls out there, u dont have to worry even if ur boy is childish or un-serius.

Because those un-serius and childish doesnt define how much they love you. Dont end up like me. ;) and keep on holding to the 'healthy' relationship. ;) cuz unhealthy relationships. Doesn't last a minute even. :)

And dear EX, most of people, they'll their ex with full hatred level, and so perhaps u too hates me so much.

But noe this, the moment I say I love you, the moment I say ill be with you thru thick n thin, thru bloods and sweats, till the moment we separated, my love for u only grew thicker day by day. :')

Be us against the World, im not worried at all.

Cuz God knows y and how much do i love u, and even when ther is a slightest chance that we could be together again.

I'd rather die trying to get u back.

I love u. N will always love u :') ALWAYS iffah, ALWAYS.